My Truth

I believe, that only once in your life, you find the One Big Love -
This  might not be the "forever after" love, however, this is a life changing love.  A love that leaves you enriched, empowered, and maybe broken........

a Love that teaches you and grows you, you start out as a rose bud and leave all grown, blooming with an amazing perfume that permeates through your body and being.

This will be the most amazing lessons, and a love to always remember.  The memories that linger like the sweet smell of French Vanilla and Roses.  The memory lanes that make you smile, deep in your mind, body and soul.

When I loved like this, I lost my identity, becoming a faceless woman, a woman that could only function with him as my focus, my guiding light. He was my beginning and end, my reason for jumping out of bed in the mornings.  The reason for rushing home after a long day.  My reason for breathing, my reason for learning and pushing myself.  He was the driving force of my whole existence. He motivated me without words, to become the best me I could be.

A love that is all encompassing, all consuming.  Something that takes over your Mind, Body, Soul and Spirit.  It transcends into each and every molecule even forms a permual membrane of your DNA.

This type of love forms either one of two Emotions, either a irrational or a rational love that flourishes and grow.  It might form an integral part of your life when its rational or it will disintegrate you when it becomes irrational..

It might even consume you, leaving your burnt out and like a Phoenix a heap of ashes, however the Phoenix then goes through a rebirth and a new life can start.

Regardless of what the affect of this love is, it will forever be part of you.  It will forever be imprinted into your existence.  This love changed me into the Woman I am today.

I am proud to say, I had my one "Big Love", the love that left me better, enriched, cultured and educated.  The love that gave me gifts without waiting for payment.  The love that gave Blessings and still keeps on giving.

I have a friend forever, a friend I will love till the day I die.  a Friend that will never be replaced.  a Friend that will always be my lover in my mind and soul.  Forever........

My Truth

When you see soo much hatred, anger, war, violence, there must be something inside your Spirit that reflects and question your own approach, or the way you deal with people....

Every person goes through his / her life with their own "demons" to fight off daily, we don't know what it might be.  The reality is that every single one of us, has struggles and challenges, maybe some more than others, however, we all definitely have.

Doesn't matter if you are rick or poor, fat or thin, pretty or ugly, whatever you think of yourself, or whatever you perceive yourself to be, lets get real, everyone has problems.

"if you could be anything in this world, be kind" Gandhi